"Writing a book is an adventure. To begin with, it is a toy and an amusement; then it becomes a mistress, and then it becomes a master, and then a tyrant. The last phase is that just as you are about to be reconciled to your servitude, you kill the monster, and fling him out to the public.” -Winston Churchill
i think i'm in the tyrant stage, but i'm not yet reconciled to my servitude. just flinging it out is tempting, but i know i have to finish.